Life is too short

It is crazy how quick life can end. It seems so slow, but you never know when your time to go will be. I've had death on the brain a lot lately. Not for me. But friends or people I have known that have died. It seems like just yesterday that me, Brittany, Wesley, Colton, Nick, Kody and Travis were riding the bikes out in the field by mine and the pulliams house. I miss Wesley more and more everyday that he is gone. You never know how much you love someone until they are gone. Cliche, yes. But it is sooo true. I wish I would have spent way more time with him. Every memory I have of him is so amazing, and so very dear to my heart. I love Wes. He was one of my best friends. He knew how to make ANYONE smile. Especially if they were in the worst moods ever. I miss him. "You are so loved Wes." I searched for Ben Carlson on myspace today. Man, I shouldn't have done that. I live with Ben's parents. Ben killed himself on April 23,2007. I never met him, but I really wish I would have. His family is such a big part of my life. From what I hear, he is one great guy. I wish I would've been able to met him. I know he would've changed my life, even more than he already has. I was reading through all his old comments tonight. And realized, he was so loved. He had so many people who loved him, that he didn't even realized cared at all. I wish he could've seen how many people really loved him.. I love him, and I haven't even met him.

So basically just thinking about how, we need to live our lives to the fullest, because it's a short time before we will go back to live with our heavenly father. And you never know when your journey on earth will be over.