Realizations.

Its funny how you can be working on something for so so long, and then all of a sudden... the answer is right in front of you.. LIKE DUHHH!

That's what kind of just happened to me..

President Thomas S. Monson once said in a conference a year or so back..

"A repenting woman should never look back."

I dont know why it has taken me so long to realize it. Maybe I needed the talks me and shelby have had and just thinking long and hard about it. I worry way too much what people think about my past.. that is my problem. Instead of worrying about my future and what I need to do differently to make my goals. I need to not only not look back, but first.. I need to forgive MYSELF for my past. That is my biggest thing. So here's my goal.. In the next 7 months or however long. That is what I am going to focus completely on. I am going to forgive myself. & try to forget (well obviously not forget, cuz no one is capable of that) my past, Move on from it. & focus on this wonderful future I am trying to make for myself. (: