Those little moments..

Hey people, It's been awhile. I've been so super busy it's crazyy. I've been picking up extra hours at work, reaching 40 hours at least every week. Crazyness!! But it's good for me, "builds character." Well, I guess I have a lot to talk about in this blog today.
First things first, I moved into my apartment. How exciting right? I have 2 other room mates so far. One more girl is suppose to move in. I hope she does soon.. My room mates are super cool. I share a room with a girl from the Czech Republic, Hopefully I spelled that right. She is pretty chill. We live in like a duplex thing. The other side is guys, as well as the downstairs which can be awkward, seeing as we share a laundry room with them. This morning I wake up to a knock on my door, so I open my BEDROOM door and two guys are standing in my living room, Picture this.. My hair a MESS, Makeup everywhere! And short shorts and a tank on.. I was like CRAP! Embarrasing. They were cute guys too. Haha. Just my luck right. Well, their like, "oh, we must have the wrong house." They think it's okay, to just walk into our house and knock on my bedroom door. Super awkward. Haha! But other than that, we havent had must trouble with the neighbor boys, There are two REALLLY cute guys that live there. So maybe I can get a date or two out of this, haha.
On Saturday night, I went on a date with Tanner Loftus. He's such a sweetheart. It was really funn. We went to the visitor's center in I.F. and looked at the sweet pictures they have there, of the other galaxies.. Then we got a jamba, went to a parkk, then went to the river. It was a nice date. Kind of a relief after a long week at work. He's a good guy. He leaves on his mish in November. I plan to write him.
I've been thinking way too much about Wes lately. I got a sticker on my car for him. Wes, being the friend that died in December of 09. That I talked about in earlier posts. I miss him so much. He was a big part of my growing up. It's just weird that he is TRUELY gone. I just cant believe it. It's blowing my mind. I've been like balling almost every night lately. I don't know why it's hitting me so hard now, but it has.
I've been hanging out with Chad, a lot lately. I sure love that kid, but like a best friend. He is my best friend right now. He has been the greatest testimony builder for me through this transition in my life. He is definitely a big part of my life, as this point in time. It's just hard, because I have feelings for him, that I don't really understand. And I don't want to have those feelings.. Because he's.. still in high school.. Ahhhh. A youngin.. Then he has his mission.. We counted it out yesterday.. and it'd be like 3 1/2 ish years that I would have to wait for him.. At least.. And I don't think I'm strong enough for that. So we will see what happens.. Complicated stuff right there, that just hurts my heart to think about.. For now, He's my best friend, And that's all. Haha.. Because.. A lot can happen in 3 1/2 years.. A lot.
The other night I hungout with my friend Shelby, and saw "the other side" of BYU-Idaho. It's not like they were drinking or drugs or anything bad like that.. But they weren't acting like I imagined. It was pretty interesting to see how some people can go to a church school and totally act.. well.. bad.. Like perverted and crap. I don't get it.. People amaze me.

Well, I think that is it for now. Until next time, <3